(miss)understood
I'm still missunderstood
Yesterday was birthday of one of my classmates... everyone was going out, they were calling me to go with them, but I'm not that type of person... I don't get how you can have fun when you're drunk, stoned dancing in a pub with lods of people that you don't know, letting them to touch you... after only thinking about it I'm disgusted.... I wouldn't go unless I knew that somebody actually needs me there... And so I explained my position to my "friends" and they obviously need me there, that they won't abandon me... Hm... And so did "He".... hm... well... I went there.... I got in one pub... then we went to "ENVY"... on the way i had a phone call, and can't talk and walk,as I was in highheals.... so I stoped and asked them to wait.... they crossed the bridge and stopped near banches, but in 5 mins the disappered..... I ended up standing infront of the pub trying to get in (without an ID, although he promised to help me to get in....)...How stupid I looked...When my mum called I told this story... she didn't even try to stop me or tell me to go home, other way round... she was kinda ecouraging me... but then... I myself have decided to go back.... My feet were so sore thet I could no longer walk... so I took them off and went barefeet... I know I'm crazy but since yesterday I promised myself....I'll neve let myself look that stupid.... No lies anymore.... I don't have a clue what I'm gonna do on my birthday. as before that I was planning to go out... but not now....