Yesterday was birthday of one of my classmates... everyone was going out, they were calling me to go with them, but I'm not that type of person... I don't get how you can have fun when you're drunk, stoned dancing in a pub with lods of people that you don't know, letting them to touch you... after only thinking about it I'm disgusted.... I wouldn't go unless I knew that somebody actually needs me there... And so I explained my position to my "friends" and they obviously need me there, that they won't abandon me... Hm... And so did "He".... hm... well... I went there.... I got in one pub... then we went to "ENVY"... on the way i had a phone call, and can't talk and walk,as I was in highheals.... so I stoped and asked them to wait.... they crossed the bridge and stopped near banches, but in 5 mins the disappered..... I ended up standing infront of the pub trying to get in (without an ID, although he promised to help me to get in....)...How stupid I looked...When my mum called I told this story... she didn't even try to stop me or tell me to go home, other way round... she was kinda ecouraging me... but then... I myself have decided to go back.... My feet were so sore thet I could no longer walk... so I took them off and went barefeet... I know I'm crazy but since yesterday I promised myself....I'll neve let myself look that stupid.... No lies anymore.... I don't have a clue what I'm gonna do on my birthday. as before that I was planning to go out... but not now....